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(Most of the things i write about history are just things i thought out, not actual facts, cuz i hate researching so i can't confirm if its true or not, just more of "common sense"...so if god is reading this, sorry, im a little to lazy to read the bible since my religion is anything related to god. Sorry. I still believe in you though.)

Have you ever felt evil? I did, and i think its my destiny. Not my destiny per se, more like...theres evil inside me. How do i even know that? everyone has evil in them, and sometimes if u get too caught up in evil, it makes u do things you'll regret, like murder.

I know this evil inside me, it lurks everywhere and sometimes i can't control it. Evil is greed. And 90% of my life is greed. I'm a greedy person. I hate sharing, esp with someone whose too nice. Why? cuz in my head, they're the angel; innoncent people who haven't/can't be tainted by evil. Is this the reason why lucifier was casted out of heaven? Lucifer was casted down because he was too greedy and wanted a throne higher than god himself. So he taints the innoncents into believing his lies and overthrow god.

Evil lurks in the night; evil are most active at 3:00 am. Evil jumps from one place to another thru a portal that people themselves can open without knowing. There have been cases where portals have been open by playing oujia(however u spell it) board and other withcraft stuff. I'm buddhist, and we use spells, but that all for good things only..like curing a sick person; going to the other realm to pay the spirit to release the sick person's spirit back into the real world. Evil are known to jump from place to places thru a body of water (rivers, creeks, oceans, etc).

Womens are the most vulnerable when going near a body of water during her cycle and sometimes even during pregnacy. But the most vulnerable is when u mourn near it or swim in it. Water is like their hot spot. Its where they hang out. Thats how theres been cases where there are demons by the same name at two different places at the same body of water. It can cause one family terror, but once its gone, it doesnt mean ur free from its wrath; it'll come back.

Evil, it gets everyone, but sometimes we can't run away from it. They curse at you wen u ask jesus christ for help. It always look for a way to come here and taint the innocent people that god believed were once innoncent and pure. Now, everyones tainted, only the ones that TRULY TRULY believe aren't. There was a case where a woman was sent from god. No one believed her until the day she died and her body, was in perfect condition as she once was living.

Anyways! back to my story. I find it odd, that during the night is when i talk about ghost and "supernatural" stuff the most. I always wonder why i love scaring people and watching scary things as to other people, they love watching chick flicks, romantic comedies, and straigh out dumb movies like jackass. I'm a regular girl, maybe a little too lazy, but from what i've acknowledge, those followers of evil are gothics and does witchcraft, which i am none part of. I'm really regular, or so i think. Am i just a girl? or is there a demon that i try so hard to get rid of my true self that i hide behind a girl like all the other demon do? I know things always happens for a reason. Things dont just happen without reason...Is my greed and my "supernatural" side the real me? I had always thought that i wud grow up to be a pharmacist, teacher, etc. but now..as im in college, does it really matter? that was all an illusion to hide my true self. My true destiny.

I haven't found my true destiny yet, but believing that im somewhat evil is leading me down a path that can reveal my destiny once and for all. And when i do, you'll be the first to find out. And wen i find out hte bad things, i will pray upon god to reveal my sins and somehow regain rendition. "God, I pray thee this is not my destiny."

 

My LoVeRs!

WoW! THIS LIVEJOURNAL IS ALL GONNA BE ABOUT DONGBANGJUNIOR! HEHEHE..I NOE..IM SUCHA FANGIRL! ^__^

MY LOVERS:
1. SUPER JUNIOR!
2. DONG BANG SHIN KI!

HOw did i end up falling for them?

lets see...it started when i was watching the tv drama, "MOney's Warfare" and totally fell in love with the cold-hearted Shin Dong Wook..and of
course the person that i am, i went to go search his profile..on d-addicts. and wahlah!

It says he's the cousin of Kim Ki Bum of SUPER JUNIOR! i was like..who the heck is he..so of course..i wanted to see how hot his cousin is and of course the first guy i found out to be the cutest out of SUPER JUNIOR is Kim Ki Bum..he's just so quiet, mysterious, has a killer smile..and just oh so adorable!

But not long after, I watched Full House, E.H.B. and so i fell in love with ALL the members, not just Kim Ki Bum, but everyone in the group! now as i became into them..many started calling me a stalker..or super obssessed...i no..very saddening..but dang..they are just so unstoppably gorgeous! Who can not love them for their dorky lovable personalities! ^_^

After watching E.H.B. with DBSK, i fell in love with them too! oh they were so gorgeous! I never intended to like DBSK, but their brotherly bond is just so amazing that i have to love both! HYUKSU is the most convincing friendship that indulged me into dbsk..they just have the awesomest friendship anyone could ever have!

Just when i was getting to know Super Junior, they were on hiatus...2008..i no they were in subgroups..but before subgroups..and since their werent all 13 together..i was sad..cuz i wanna see them happy, together, as one....but as theres SUJU M, SUJU H..omo..iono wat to do..so yah..dbsk came back with mirotic..yup..very hypnotic. yup..love it..it made me fell in love with them too..and of course watching lots of youtube videos of them being dorks together.

So for now..DBSK is on my priority list..everyday..but still i still love and get updates and write comments and stuff on soompi and stuff..but just wait til they come back in MARCH..THEY WILL ONCE AGAIN BE MY PRIORITY. I love Super Junior...they are different..they are good at everything..so is dbsk..but super junior is just different..they are unique..but i love both group equally nonetheless. yup.

Their love for each other since trainees are just spectacular..if u were to say which idol group is the best? for me it'll always be super junior and dbsk..i love them both the most!

SUPER JUNIOR OPPA DEUL! I'LL ALWAYS BE AND "UNOFFICIAL" E.L.F. TRUST ME WHEN MARCH 2009 COMES..I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE! SAME GOES FOR DBSK OPPAS!

WHENEVER I SEE SUPER JUNIOR AND DBSK TOGETHER! I FEEL LIKE IM IN HEAVEN! BROTHERLY LOVE CONQUERS ALL! ^__^


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